ARE YOU READY TO:
AND (FINALLY) BECOME THE TRUE RULER OF YOUR KINGDOM?
SOMETIMES, YOU JUST NEED SOMEONE TO SHOW YOU THE WAY OUT.
You're a caretaker and overwhelm has gained the upper hand in your mind. Consuming, devouring emotions and inner chaos is constantly haunting you.
You’ve been trying! You've been working real hard on figuring out what is keeping you in the shadow k. However, things simply don’t seem to be working and somehow you’re not getting the results you thought you would, or move any closer to understanding it. You don’t know what else you can do to stop losing control to your shadow self.
Nothing you do is changing anything. You don’t know how to break out of this vicious cycle, and of a life that you’ve never envisioned yourself.
AND EVEN IF YOU'D KNOW WHAT TO DO.
You don't have the confidence that you can do it.
Your pale shadow convinces you,
you CAN'T do it.
All you do is NOT enough.
You feel TRAPPED, there's seems to be
no way out.
YOU ARE SO READY TO:
Overcome feeling stretched thin and exhausted
Erase the anxiety and restlessness
Remove frustration, despair and feeling lost
Stop the overwhelm and chaos inside
BECAUSE YOU WANT YOUR CALM,
FEEL THE CONFIDENCE AND
LIVE AS THE TRUE RULER OF YOUR KINGDOM!
So what’s getting in the way of having that? What’s the problem here? Right? What’s holding you back from finding that exit sign, and leaving all the overwhelm behind?
A hard truth here: everything you’re doing
IS TO AVOID YOUR EMOTIONS.
The problem is you're trying EVERYTHING to get rid of...
THE PAIN OF YOUR NEGATIVE EMOTIONS.
To do ANYTHING to shove these negative consuming emotions off the cliff:
You try to fight them, yet this uncomfortable, distressing but familiar echo lies next to you at night, sits by your side by day
Wraps around your heart, your throat squeezing so tight you almost can’t breathe…
The more you try to ignore them, the less you can exert any power over them,
As they are clasping your hand and never letting go, pulling you away away away from that exit sign.
TILL YOU HEAD INTO THE STAGE OF NEVER-ENDING PAIN.
Of unresolved and unheard emotions and unmet needs. Till you run out of confidence and of fuel — ignoring, numbing and distracting until all capacities have reached their limits. Till you are as empty and vacant as a shell. Your inner spark is faded.
The shadow kingdom has taken over.
THE THING YOU WANTED TO AVOID THE MOST, IS NOW THE ONE THING YOU FEEL THE MOST!
YOU MIGHT HAVE LEARNED
Or grew up in an environment or still are in an environment where the experience and expression of difficulties or negative emotions was/is met with punishment, rejection or lack of empathy.
That emotions generally are too:
irrational and illogical
unpredictable and risky
vague and clouding your judgment and decision-making
That they are problematic, and it's best to make decisions and choices from a non-emotional point of view, if you want to be accepted and successful.
THESE VIEWS ABOUT EMOTIONS MIGHT BE THE REASON FOR BATTLING THEM
Being mature means not getting carried away by emotions; I’m supposed to be rational.
If I lose control of my emotions in front of others, they will think less of me, or use it against me.
If I tell others how I feel, they will think I am weak and too emotional.
Other people are happy and confident. There must be something wrong with me.
If I let myself feel this emotion, I will become overwhelmed by it. This pain will kill me.
I SHOULD GET RID OF THEM!
BUT IT ONLY CREATES CONFLICT AND DIVISION
When we live according to these views, when need to be loved and accepted but feel rejected instead, we start to unconsciously battle ourselves. Because we need to feel safe.
But battling is not just tiring, it's super exhausting.
It's consuming your inner drive!
AND it's not getting you anywhere closer to feeling more safe and good!
THINGS YOU MIGHT BE DOING THAT ARE CAUSING YOU TO KEEP BATTLING YOU:
YOU MIGHT THINK ALL WILL GET BETTER WITH TIME OR WHEN… (yeah, you know this thin hope in the back of your mind, that things will change with time, or heal with time, or turn topsy-turvy like magic. But things don't really change with time, and things don't really heal with time just like that, and these WHEN’s either never come, or other WHEN’s add up to the already existing. Things don't change by only hoping things go your way passively unless you take active action on them…)
YOU MIGHT THINK THINGS MANIFEST WITHOUT EXTRA ENERGY (yeah, kindling up a fire with a dead match and not having any other ignition material and wood, will be pretty hard, if not impossible. Taking action, when you're already drive-less is not possible without a huge boost of energy.)
YOU MIGHT NEGLECT YOUR EMOTIONS AND HOW YOU FEEL (yes, emotions and sensations are like the little red lights on the dashboard of your boat to tell you that some inner workings of your engine need attention. By neglecting the red lights they don't just vanish into thin air...and the cause of your red light flashing is still there)
YOU MIGHT AVOID YOUR NEGATIVE EMOTIONS (well, these unwanted guests in front of your door come to tell you, that things are amiss and need to be changed. These are messengers from your heart, don't kill the messengers!)
YOU MIGHT FORCE YOURSELF TO BE POSITIVE (thinking right away more positive can often be a trap, a trick of your overprotective crooked avoiding and hiding mind pattern, creating an illusion, and is just another form of suppressing (avoiding and hiding your emotions) how you really feel. Even if you "think" this is something "good" you're doing and you "think" it makes you feel better...but an illusion stays an illusion, no matter how hard your thoughts try to think otherwise...)
I lived by all the above views and beliefs and even more, before I finally understood who I was battling against.
What I didn’t know before, but I’m going to share with you is this:
YOU DON'T NEED A WAND, MORE TIME OR LUCK –
YOU NEED TO GIVE YOUR HEART A PLACE.
It's so difficult to stop battling when you don't know you ARE battling and WHO you're battling against.
What you need to know is that you can change how you feel.
Someone who believed and lived by all these crazy, twisted and crooked views too!
Who thought that "in the end it's our emotions that make us weak, wrong and lose control", yet learned that actually killing all those emotions, made us lose power, agency and control in the first place.
LET'S MOVE FORWARD TOGETHER.
Because what you need is someone to show you how to give your emotions a place, and what to do in order to DECIPHER their messages.
(And not teach you strategies how to eliminate negative emotions, or to think more positive).
But first, let me properly introduce myself.
Hi, I'm Mirjam Blank.
I’ve helped caretakers all over the world take courageous action to stop battling themselves, and fearing their negative emotions and their shadow self, to finally give their heart a place and get their inner drive back.
Like YOU, I pushed my negative emotions off the cliff, I tried to eliminate them. I tried EVERYTHING to be more positive. But it got me ZERO results in being more positive and feeling better. I was caught up in a delusion of fake happiness by trying to eliminate myself of all the negativity, and I made gazillion mistakes that taught me A LOOOOT about what's NOT working when you think you are haunted by your shadow self (when all it tries is to get your attention!)
Reclaim your kingdom by giving your heart a place!
ONCE I GAVE MY HEART A PLACE, I COULD WELCOME ITS MESSENGERS.
I could decipher the messages of my negative emotions.
I embraced the fear I would be devoured or overpowered by my shadow self and negative emotions, if I would ever stop fighting them. I could finally see that battling and avoiding these emotions and their pain did not make me feel better or safe, but the opposite. I could see that fear and "false safety" was a strong driver for the decisions I made and how it was steering my life.
I realised I was caught up in a crooked game, that made me believe that fighting and avoiding my emotions was helping and protecting me.
I started to see that I was deeply tangled up in a very persistent illusion, that made me believe it was reality, when all it did was harming and devouring me.
I stepped out of my comfort zone, challenged myself to face what I feared the most, with courage and started my exploration journey to find my path out of the shadow kingdom.
If you don’t really know where the exhaustion, loss of your confidence and inner drive is coming from and why you can't get rid of all these overwhelming emotions, no matter what you do...
... if you’re not really able to SEE the root cause, the cycle never stops, and it will become nearly impossible to untangle the messy twisted downward spiral that is slowly but steadily consuming you.
Along my journey I had found support and found answers to my questions, and I learned
Methods and techniques simple, easy to learn and flexible to apply — yet exceptional powerful!
I learned how to give my heart a place that helped me to stop battling my emotions and my shadow self.
THAT'S WHY MY MANTRA IS:
Uniquely You. Uncover Yourself!
When you give your heart a place, you can decipher your emotions' messengers that give you the answers what you need to do to restore your wellbeing and who are guiding you out of this never-ending-ever-repeating vicious cycle that is keeping you in this h*ll of a life version, and finally uncover your shadow self.
Your Heart is the Key.
"I ran almost 4 km without pain and I stopped just because I reached my goal and not because I had pain. My heart is exploding with happiness and excitement and I feel like I am back in my "home". But the home that I came back too is now much more cleaner and accepting and loving. You are such a huge part of this journey. It feels so good to not fight against myself, against my values but especially against my emotions. I don’t know if you know how much impact you have on other peoples lives. My energy just flows in a more peaceful way. Mirjam, my whole energy has changed!!! I woke up another human today."
It feels so good to not fight against myself.
SO, WHETHER YOU...
Think you don’t know IF YOU STILL HAVE what it takes to get out of the never-ending-ever-repeating battle of emotions and your shadow self
Have NO CLUE HOW to stop fighting yourself and get your true kingdom back
YOU’RE IN THE RIGHT PLACE.
LET’S GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER AND RECLAIM YOUR CONTROL!
„It gives me great pleasure to write this. I hope this encourages others to take the support they need when they are feeling stuck in their life. Firstly I want to thank you for your belief in me. I’m truly honoured with your trust. It’s the first time I’m doing something for me, and I couldn’t ask for a better partner in this journey. Our first call left me with a confidence that I never knew I had. Thank you for making me feel something that I didn’t believe was possible. It made me feel it was achievable. I want to acknowledge and appreciate the work you are doing in this lifetime. You have come into my life at the right time, your method and approach makes me feel valued, understood and motivated. Showing me possibilities that I never knew before. I felt I needed to email you how my life and mindset have changed since we connected. Thank you and keep shining your light in this world.“
HERE'S HOW RECLAIM YOUR CONTROL WORKS
You are caught up in a crooked game. This game keeps you trapped in the endless vicious cycle of fighting your negative emotions and your shadow self. To change the crooked game into a more healthy and beneficial direction, you have to make different moves with your pieces. Your current tactics are crooked.
You have to change your current tactics!
In the Reclaim Your Control Programme we’ll set a new direction for implementing your new tactics:
Addressing the overpowering shadows in order to be able to decipher their messages to you.
In the Reclaim Your Control Programme you’ll learn and get equipped with these “support” tactics. They will help and support you in your endeavour to achieve your new strategy.
You need a huge dose of extra Qi, because waging a war is super exhausting and depleting, on all levels. Without more Qi you literally have not enough driving force to do anything, let alone take up the endeavour out of the shadow kingdom.
Emotions are our hearts' messengers. They give us a sense of control and agency when we allow to receive their precious information about our experiences, what we need and wellbeing. They are a source of change and a pathway out of the shadow kingdom.
This mind pattern has amazing abilities to avoid and hide for our safety. But, when the overprotection operation mode is more distinct, it can create exceptionally unhealthy outcomes. You need to unmask how it keeps you in the shadow kingdom. Cause what you cannot see you cannot change.
... and that's exactly what Reclaim Your Control is going to help you do!
The best part?
You'll be putting all your (already) hard work (constantly battling) into new tactics that work, instead of keeping up that endless internal fight that only overwhelms and drags you deeper into the shadow kingdom.
Are you ready to learn how to decipher your MESSENGERS?
"I tried applying the steps you've shared today. It was very difficult but I did it. It hasn't been easy to feel the urge, and I started by acknowledging this feeling today; that I feel uncomfortable. The feelings are still intense, but I believe with time, if I keep doing what I've been doing, everything will be better. The energy of these emotions will reduce. I also reminded myself of my unmet needs. It is also humbling to realize that I have subconsciously come up with habits that make me escape my emotions. This enabled me to welcome them as they presented themselves. Thank you for reassuring me that I am on the right track."
We meet up weekly over Zoom video for 90-minutes for 12 sessions (over 3 months). As your exploration partner I will support you to discover what's keeping you battling yourself, and how to use the power of your Qi, heart and mind to re-ignite your inner drive. You cannot change what you can't SEE nor understand.
I’m your exploration partner along your unique endeavour. You have email/text messaging and mind-heart support in-between our sessions so you don't let struggles or fears get the better of you, where you can ask questions, so you uphold to your own commitment to doing this thing, and we’ll track every tactic related and tied to your strategy to ascertain your progress.
Re-Ignite Your Kingdom
Only a stable and strong souvereign can take up the endeavour out of the shadow kingdom. Without enough Qi and driving force it's literally impossible to manifest action. You'll learn how to re-ignite and enhance your kingdom, so that you get up and running on enough energy and have enough clarity and strength to break the never-ending vicious cycle.
Open and Activate Your Heart
Your heart is an incredible source of power of your internal knowing and wisdom. It is a source of change. You'll learn how to open and activate your great intelligence – the heart. At the same time you’ll learn how to decipher your emotions' messages, so that you know what you need and what to do.
Avoiding & Hiding Pattern
When this mind pattern is running on overprotection operation mode it is one of the main reasons for the depletion and consumption of your inner drive and confidence. You need the power of your heart to unmask it and SEE its workings, as it avoids and hides, and thus can hide and conceal itself from being seen.
Are you ready and want to change the direction of your kingdom?
WHO IS THIS FOR?
Caretakers who have lived long enough in their shadow kingdom, and who know it's not gonna be always easy, but are willing to face with honesty and sincerity their shadow kingdom, cultivate heart and step out of the save-haven to become the true ruler of their kingdom.
Are interested and willing to go on an endeavour to getting to know yourself and step out of the shadow kingdom
See the need to stop the endless battle you’re caught up in
Are willing to shift your (already hard) effort and dedication to a new more beneficial one
Are open to engage with concepts belonging to the Chinese wisdom culture including learning the methods of Yuan Qigong, and want a life cultivation tool-kit of support tactics for your kingdom
An one-on-one intensive unique programme
for caretakers who want to stop battling themselves, and finally want to give their heart a place and become the true ruler of their kingdom.
Here's the support you'll get:
12 ONE-ON-ONE 90 min. CORE SESSIONS WITH MIRJAM – on your endeavour into your kingdom doing the work to shed your shadow kingdom and uncover the unique you.
STEP-BY-STEP INTENSIVE MIND-HEART-SHEN SUPPORT TO UNCOVER YOUR UNIQUE KINGDOM – where you’ll learn to apply these new tactics precisely on the issues that are presented to your unique kingdom and from your deciphered emotions' messages
SUPPORT TACTICS – you’ll get to each tactic of Qi, Heart-Shen and the Mind Patterns the concrete steps that help you to learn, apply and reflect them, that includes videos, audio files, terminology and how-to documents. You will discover that you are accompanied by me throughout your endeavour in the RYC programme, and that we’ll track every tactic related and tied to your strategy to ascertain your progress
PRIVATE FACEBOOK COMMUNITY – a place to connect, share and practise with other sovereigns who also want to know themselves better to change their kingdoms
Payment plan upon request
YES, IT TAKES CONSTANT COURAGE AND EFFORT
But it's constant courage and effort that gets you results instead of constant hard work that's just exhausting you in an endless battle with yourself...
What you need is to put that already hard work into new and more beneficial tactics that will create a solid foundation to re-ignite your shadow kingdom. All of which you'll learn how to build up and use in the Reclaim Your Control programme: to spark up that inner drive with enough Qi, to gain the clarity about your emotions' messages, and to be able to unmask the overprotective "avoiding and hiding" mind pattern, with a do-able new support tactics with a clear purpose of helping you to move out of the shadow kingdom with calm and confidence.
Because I know what it's like and I know what it takes, and I'm confident that YOU can change the direction of your kingdom too.
So join me on the adventurous journey into a grand kingdom (yours). Like some other courageous and curious sovereigns do (on theirs).
How much time per week do I need to dedicate to this?
Our calls will be 90 min in length and in-between the sessions we’ll discuss exercises you can apply or reflect deeper on, which will take you as much time as you want to give (from 5 min. up to you). To improve and boost your Qi levels, cultivate your heart qualities and unmask the overprotective avoiding and hiding mind pattern I'd plan to add extra time (applying the support tactics to do exactly that is totally up to you). It really depends on how much you want to work on yourself. Start in your time and at your own pace, while applying the methods. Practicing and choosing from the tool-kit of your support tactics consistently even though it's only a couple of minutes a day will already create different outcomes and results.
How long does it take to see results?
The RYC programme is designed to built a foundation to strengthen the body, including the organs and immune system, and improve energy or Qi levels, as well as cultivating your heart qualities.
Of course, results vary, and depend on your specific situation, how much time you take to implement the work, and how you are applying the methods and exercises and taking uncomfortable action (and how much you are able to feel comfortable being uncomfortable and cultivate courage along the way — that's why you'll learn how to open and activate your heart. Courage comes from the french word coeur, which means heart). Working on your Qi, deciphering your emotions' messages and unmasking the overprotective avoiding & hiding mind pattern is your foundation to uncover your crooked tactics and change them. Unmasking the workings of the crooked mind pattern and implementing the messages from your own emotions takes time, but the RYC programme will absolutely give you the foundations and a wide tool-kit for building that.
What if I’d like to do a shorter package with you, or do you have any other programs?
I got you! We can discuss a six weeks period, which is perfect if you want an exploration partner whilst you process a fresh emotional situation that causes overwhelm and distress, and you need someone to process those emotions and feelings.
At this time, the only way to work with me is privately on a one-on-one basis. Group programs or online courses are in the making and may come. If you want to be one of the first to know, write me an email and I'll let you know.
What is your work based on?
Great question! I’m a certified and fully qualified Yuan Qigong I Ren Xue life cultivatitrainer and life coach (Jay Shetty certification school). I am qualified in and work with modalities, methods and techniques that are based on disciplines belonging to the Chinese wisdom culture including Daoism, Buddhism, Confucianism, Qigong, the martial arts and Traditional Chinese Medicine. Ren Xue, including its Qigong system called Yuan Qigong is based on the above mentioned wisdom knowledge and thought traditions, and it's an efficient alternative modality for enhancing health and uplifting life. It addresses the imbalances or blockages of Qi (energy) to effect continuous positive changes to Qi, with the aim of improving health and elevation of the mind and heart. It is a tool that can be used to get to know ourselves better in order to change ourselves.